Samuel Tristan Black

2007 - 2007
LocationLiverpool
Age3 days
Cause of DeathNatural Causes
Date of Birth04/04/2007
Date of Death07/04/2007
Visitors3,698 since 20/05/2007
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Samuel was my fourth baby.

I was so delighted to find out I was expecting a boy after three girls.

It was bittersweet then because at the 20 week scan we were told you were poorly but we didn't
know what dwarifism you had or how serious it was.

After his birth by emergency csection, we found out the condition you had was called Osteogenesis
Imperfecta Type2A, a rare and fatal dwarfisim.

Sam you are such a special baby and a fighter, you should have not made it through the birth but you
did and I will always be so grateful for your strength as you gave me them precious three days and
eighteen hours I should never have had.

On 07.04.2007, you fell asleep for all time in Mummy's arms, Daddy was near stroking your head as
you slipped peacefully away.
We then bathed you and dressed you in the tiniest outfit we could find and wrapped you up snuggly
and warm.

We love you soooo much little man!!!!

There is not a moment in our day that you are not in our thoughts!
I think of all the times I will never see you do all the "firsts" that babies do and the lifetime I
would of had with you!

Love Mummy Daddy and your sisters Krissy Anya and Isabella

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Holiday

Dear Sam

Mummy is leaving this message laden with love cuddles and kisses, as I am going a holiday with your sisters and Daddy to York. When I am out in the forest I will look for signs that you are with me, please send Mummy little messages to say you are with me!!!! I love you and will be back soon!! Sweet dreams my little man!!!

Love you so much!! XXXXXXXXXXXXX Mummy XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Maria Black (Mummy) August 21, 2009

Summerwind

The one who owns this summer is not here,
not here to know the tender summerwind,
not here to share the glowing and the song.
The one who owns this summer did not live,
not live to touch the richness of this day,
this day in summer when you are alone.
Weep to the summerwind, weep and love again
the one you remember,

Sascha

The Next Place

By Warren Hanson

The next place that I go
Will be as peaceful and familiar
As a sleepy summer Sunday
And a sweet, untroubled mind.
And yet . . .
It won't be anything like any place I've ever been. . .
Or seen. . . or even dreamed of
In the place I leave behind.
I won't know where I'm going,
And I won't know where I've been
As I tumble through the always
And look back toward the when.
I'll glide beyond the rainbows.
I'll drift above the sky.
I'll fly into the wonder, without ever wondering why.
I won't remember getting there.
Somehow I'll just arrive.
But I'll know that I belong there
And will feel much more alive
Than I have ever felt before.
I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto
That were holding onto me.
The next place that I go
Will be so quiet and so still
That the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill
The listening sky with joyful silence,
And with unheard harmonies
Of music made by no one playing,
Like a hush upon breeze.
There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light,
Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.
The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun
And the moon and half a million stars are married into one.
The next place that I go Won't really be a place at all.
There won't be any seasons --
Winter, summer, spring or fall --
Nor a Monday, Nor a Friday,
Nor December, Nor July.
And the seconds will be standing still. . .
While hours hurry by.
I will not be a boy or girl,
A woman or man.
I'll simply be just, simply, me.
No worse or better than.
My skin will not be dark or light.
I won't be fat or tall.
The body I once lived in
Won't be part of me at all.
I will finally be perfect.
I will be without a flaw.
I will never make one more mistake,
Or break the smallest law.
And the me that was impatient,
Or was angry, or unkind,
Will simply be a memory.
The me I left behind.
I will travel empty-handed.
There is not a single thing
I have collected in my life
That I would ever want to bring Except. . .
The love of those who loved me,
And the warmth of those who cared.
The happiness and memories
And magic that we shared.
Though I will know the joy of solitude. . .
I'll never be alone. I'll be embraced
By all the family and friends I've ever known.
Although I might not see their faces,
All our hearts will beat as one,
And the circle of our spirits
Will shine brighter than the sun.
I will cherish all the friendship I was fortunate to find,
All love and all the laughter in the place I leave behind.
All these good things will go with me.
They will make my spirit glow.
And that light will shine forever In the next place that I go.

Dearest Mommy

When you wonder the meaning of life and love
Know that I am with you,
Close your eyes and feel me kissing you
In the gentle breeze across your cheek.

When you begin to doubt that you shall ever see me again
Quiet your mind and hear me
I am in the whisper of the heavens
Speaking of your love.

When you lose your identity
When you question who you are and where you are going
Open your heart and see me.
I am the twinkle in the stars smiling down upon you,
Lighting the path for your journey.

When you awaken each morning
Not remembering your dreams
But feeling content and serene
Know that I was with you--
Filling your night with thoughts of me

When you linger in the remnant pain
Wholeness seeming so unfamiliar
Think of me and
Know that I am with you
Touching you through the shared tears of a gentle friend
Easing the pain

As the sunrise illuminates the desert sky
In the breathtaking glory, awaken your spirit
Think of our time,all too brief, but ever brilliant.
When you were certain of us, together
When you were certain of your destiny

Know that God created that moment in time,
Just for us.

Dearest Mommy, I am with you always

-- Joanne Cacciatore

KEEP MY MEMORY

Keep my memory with you,
For memories never die.
I will be there with you,
When you look across the sky.

I will be there in the clouds,
In the birds that fill the air.
In the beauty of a fragrant rose,
You will find my memory there.

You will feel me in the tenderness,
Of a tiny baby's touch.
You will hear me if you listen,
In the twilight's gentle hush.

When your hearts are heavy,
And you feel that you are alone.
Just reach down deep inside of you,
For your heart is now my home.

I will always be with you,
I will never go away.
For I will live on in your hearts,
Forever and a day

Mary Gloster April 7, 2009

Happy Angelversary!

Hello Sweetheart

Mummy and Daddy have been to see you today!

We made your angel garden look lovely, its covered with sparkly white stones, and is covered with flowers from all the people who remembered you on your birthday! You are never away from your familie's thoughts!! You are always in mine and I never ever stop remembering you!!

I love you Sweetie and miss you so very much!

Have a lovely sleep tonight!!

Love you baby boy XXXXX Mummy XXXXX

Maria Black (Mummy) April 7, 2009

♥ღ♥ God's Littlest Angel ♥ღ♥

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Mommy and Daddy don't cry for me.
To walk the earth was not meant to be.
I'm in God's house you see.
I watch over you every day.
I know that you love me in a very special way.
You wanted me to be healthy and whole,
So you had to let me go.
You will get to see me every day
As you look at the children who past your way.
♥ღ♥
I may be the little boy
with the dimple in his chin
Or the little girl with the golden curl.
You will know what you did is right Because
When you look in the sky
on a clear star filled night,
I will be the star that is shining so bright.
I love you Mommy and Daddy good night.
♥ღ♥

♥ღ♥ Angel babies,
In Heaven above,
In God‘s care,
Wrapped in our love.♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Angel babies,
You’ll never know,
Just how much,
We miss you so.♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Angel babies,
Spirits set free,
To roam the skies,
For eternity.♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ Angel babies,
Though we’re apart,
You’ll always remain,
Deep within our hearts.♥ღ♥
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☆ ♥ Goodnight Godbless Samuel ♥ ☆
☆ ♥ Sweetdreams Baby Angel ♥ ☆
☆ ♥ Love Tina (Callum Coulson`s Mammy)♥ ☆

Tina Coulson April 7, 2009

Hello Sam,

Hi Sweetie,

Just popping in to say Hi and Happy Birthday!!! I'd much rather been holding you in my arms and tickling you than writing something here, I can't get you presents like I want to but I think about you always and send you my love and thoughts, hoping you can catch them and know how loved you are!!

It's hard to think you're two and the years have gone so quickly but I still remember you and what you meant to us all, you're very precious and loved!!!

Have fun with all the other angels and hope you had a great birthday and a huge party!!! Hope you liked the flowers,

lots and lots of love,

Tracy, Ross, Nate, Katie and Evie xxxxxx

Tracy (Aunt) April 5, 2009

♥ May the winds of love ♥
♥ blow softly and whisper ♥
♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♥

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They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
will change the way we feel.
For no one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried.
We want to tell you something,
So there won’t be any doubt,
You’re so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.
We cannot bring the old days back,
When we were all together,
The family chain is broken now,
But memories live forever.

happy birthday darling xx

Tracey Young April 4, 2009
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