| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 3 days |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 04/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 07/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,734 since 20/05/2007 |
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Samuel was my fourth baby.
I was so delighted to find out I was expecting a boy after three girls.
It was bittersweet then because at the 20 week scan we were told you were poorly but we didn't
know what dwarifism you had or how serious it was.
After his birth by emergency csection, we found out the condition you had was called Osteogenesis
Imperfecta Type2A, a rare and fatal dwarfisim.
Sam you are such a special baby and a fighter, you should have not made it through the birth but you
did and I will always be so grateful for your strength as you gave me them precious three days and
eighteen hours I should never have had.
On 07.04.2007, you fell asleep for all time in Mummy's arms, Daddy was near stroking your head as
you slipped peacefully away.
We then bathed you and dressed you in the tiniest outfit we could find and wrapped you up snuggly
and warm.
We love you soooo much little man!!!!
There is not a moment in our day that you are not in our thoughts!
I think of all the times I will never see you do all the "firsts" that babies do and the lifetime I
would of had with you!
Love Mummy Daddy and your sisters Krissy Anya and Isabella
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Where is Heaven?
Is it somewhere in outer space?
Where does my loved one now dwell?
In some far and distant place?
Heaven is all around you...
It's as close as the air and love that surround you.
Heaven is everywhere... it's not just in the skies,
It's a spiritual dimension that can't be seen
Through human eyes.
How do I know my loved one is safe?
How do I know they are well?
How do I know they made it to Heaven?
Is there any way I can tell?
Your loved one is well in Heaven because
They're surrounded by God's love and care,
And I can promise you they made it to Heaven,
Because an angel guided them there!
Is there any way I can tell them how
Much they meant (and still mean) to me?
I'm not sure how to contact them, do you?
Know what Heaven's address can be?
Just talk... and know that they hear you,
Because you'll never be truly apart.
And Heaven's address? Well that's simple...
Just send thoughts care of your heart
♥
Giving you all my love!
Hello Gorgeous Boy.
Mummy is popping by to say I love you and hope you have had a lovely happy christmas!!
Wishing you a fun filled day. Love you to infinity and back.
Kisses and cuddles Sweetheart.
XXXXX Love Mummy XXXX
Merry Christmas Sam
Merry Christmas Sweetheart,
I hope you got all the love we sent you.
Love you forever sweetheart
Love Ness xxxx
TO YOU AT CHRISTMAS
If I could do whate'er I want to do
To make complete your gladsome Christmas-Day,
I would not bring a single thing to you,
But I would come and take some things away.
I'd take away all trouble from your heart,
Each pain and sorrow I would have relieved;
And every word that caused a single smart,
And every hour through which you sadly grieved.
I'd have them all begone - forever gone
Forgotten like the things that cannot be
And then each hour would be a joyful one
For only good things would be left, you see
Now that is what I'd really like to do,
If I could do the things I wish for you.
♥
What My Child Has Taught Me
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes a lot of practice.
I've learned that friends can become strangers, and strangers can become friends.
I've learned that ignorance isn't an excuse for the lack of compassion.
I've learned that some people will never, ever - "get it".
I've learned that the community of sorrow is the strongest of all.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that love isn't measured by the amount of time you have with someone.
I've learned that some sorrow is so deep that it has no words. But so is love.
As your heart aches each day, look at the stars as smiles from the many angels that heaven holds. Thank you for touching my heart ♥
Know
If I could only know
You're safe and don't need me.
If I only could feel
You're where you want to be.
If I could only say
I love you just once more.
If I could only look
Into Heaven's open door.
Though I'll never be whole again,
I might one day learn to live.
If you could only give me a sign ...
I may once again forgive.
But, what do I do with life?
I can't put on a pretence.
I was lost the day you went away ...
I've been lost ever since.
So if I could only know
that you're safe and don't need me,
I may feel a sense of peace
and somehow find serenity.
♥
I Lost My Child Today
I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry,
As I just sat and stared, dry-eyed,
They struggled to find words to say,
To try and make the pain go away.
I walked the floor in disabelief.
I lost my child today.
I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away.
Some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream.
This can't be real. I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside.
God, help me, I want to die.
I lost my child last month.
I lost my child last year.
Now people who had come, have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long,
To bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question, Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
I lost my child last year.
Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness, it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face,
"She must move on and leave this place."
Yet, I am trapped right here in time.
The song's the same, as is the rhyme.
I lost my child ... Today !
I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
Mother Teresa
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♥★I would just like to thankyou for all your support over the last 5 months, it really means the world to me, due to circumstances I am now taking a big step back from gonetoosoon, I apologise now as there wont be many candles from myself over the coming months, I will be on over christmas to talk to your angels and I will be back for Baileys special days, but for the forseable future please bear with me, your angel will always be thought about daily and I feel so terrible for letting you down, but this is something we need to do as a family,
I sincerly hope you understand xx
Much love to you now and always ♥★
Today I touched your face again and watched you for a while,
I talked of things deep in my heart and wished I could make you smile,
I rubbed your head and told you, I`m proud of you my treasure,
For all the little things you did with so much love and pleasure
You show such courage daily and you teach me how to live,
To make each moment count in life and to give what I can give,
Did I tell you "Your my Angel" when I saw you yesterday?
Or did it slip my mind as I put you away?
I know your time on earth was short, but it`s how you lived each day,
You made the most of what you had and always found a way,
To touch the hearts around you, to love while you may,
I wish with all my heart right now , the face I touched today,
Wasn`t made of paper or neatly placed away,
But I will put you on the shelf again for all the world to see,
I`ll talk to you tomorrow just like I do each day,
And I`ll tell you "Your my Angel" as I gently walk away.
♥
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