| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 3 days |
| Cause of Death | Natural Causes |
| Date of Birth | 04/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 07/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,733 since 20/05/2007 |
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Samuel was my fourth baby.
I was so delighted to find out I was expecting a boy after three girls.
It was bittersweet then because at the 20 week scan we were told you were poorly but we didn't
know what dwarifism you had or how serious it was.
After his birth by emergency csection, we found out the condition you had was called Osteogenesis
Imperfecta Type2A, a rare and fatal dwarfisim.
Sam you are such a special baby and a fighter, you should have not made it through the birth but you
did and I will always be so grateful for your strength as you gave me them precious three days and
eighteen hours I should never have had.
On 07.04.2007, you fell asleep for all time in Mummy's arms, Daddy was near stroking your head as
you slipped peacefully away.
We then bathed you and dressed you in the tiniest outfit we could find and wrapped you up snuggly
and warm.
We love you soooo much little man!!!!
There is not a moment in our day that you are not in our thoughts!
I think of all the times I will never see you do all the "firsts" that babies do and the lifetime I
would of had with you!
Love Mummy Daddy and your sisters Krissy Anya and Isabella
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“We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we can only fly embracing each other.”
~Luciano De Crescenzo~
I think of you all the time!
Hello Samuel my baby boy,
Mummy wants you to know that I may not cry everyday but my heart aches and wishes you were here!! I miss you so very much!
Kisses and cuddles Sweetheart!!
Love you forever more!!
Mummy XXX
You are so missed!
Hello Sam
A message to say how precious you are and how much you are missed!! I love you so very much!!
Love Mummy XXXXXXXXXXXXX
The tears streamed down and I let them flow as freely as they would, making of them a pillow for my heart. On them it rested."
Saint Augustine
Hi Sam,
How are you today? I hope you're all wrapped up in your coat and wellies, it's a very wet day down here!! Is that you splashing in all the puddles and making it rain down here?
It was Nate's birthday last Monday and we had a lovely party, with the pool and pass the parcel, it was a nice day but not as nice as it could have been because you weren't there. I hope you saw all the fun and enjoyed it a lot.
I miss you so much on days like that and feel your absence even more. I know you're okay but wish you could be okay with us all down here!!
Hugs, love and kisses, darling!!
Love Tracy xxxxx
Hi Sam
Been missing you loads and loads. You're still remembered as if you were here yesterday by your mummy, daddy and lovely sisters. Wish you were back with us. Lots of love Daddy XXX
Anya\'s Picture!
Just to let you sweetheart,
You lovely sensitive Sister Anya has done you a delightful picture and I have put it into you photo album.
She tells you she loves you, I am sure you know that, because we all do!
Have a good sleep love you lots and lots!
XXX Love Mummy XXX
Hi Sam
Hi Pud, I've been thinking about you a lot, and missing you as usual. Thank you for my message Sam, I'm grateful to know that your safe and loved. Thank you for passing on the special message, letting us know you got my necklace. Well pud, Sheba is with you know too, and I miss her so much, but like to think she is sat, with you bouncing all over her like she did with you cousins, and sisters! Give her a big kiss from me, and tell her I love her, and dont forget that I love you too. Sweet dreams pud xxxx
A sparrow fell, and no one heard.
No body cared. It was just a bird.
From all the numberless flitting throng
of sparrows,who would miss one song'
But God leaned down and whispered, 'I care,
That was one of My sparrows, and I was there.'
A little boy, all sunshine and laughter,
(And sometimes scolding, with kisses after!)
And hurts to smooth over, and deed to applaud....
A little boy fell! Where were you, God?
A little boy fell! God why weren't You there?
If you're God at all....then You could have prevented
This nightmare of pain! So you must have consented,
I've always believed You Were loving and good,
I'd like to believe still, if only I could.
But God, if You love me, how can You allow
such unbearable pain as I'm feeling right now.
Such helplessness...helplessn ess...bitter Regret...
So many tears that have fallen and yet
So many more that are still locked Inside.
Oh God...out there somewhere...have You ever cried?
I'm not even sure, anymore that You are real,
But if You are God...do you care how I feel?
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Beloved I care in the midst of your grief.
In the midst of your stricken and crumbling belief.
In the midst of the blackness of total despair.
in the midst of your questioning, child... I am there.
'In the midst!' Not far off in some vague fifth dimension,
But there, where you are, giving you my attention.
My constant attention....and not just today,
Since before you were born, I have loved you this way.
You're important to Me, every hair on your head
I have numbered Myself, can these tears that you shed
Go uncounted.......unnotice d? Nay, child, here I stand
Close enough that each teardrop falls into My hand.
I know what you suffer, I know what you'll gain,
If you'll let Me walk with you into your pain.
I'll carry your grief, and your sorrow I'll bear.
You've only to reach out your hand....I am there.
Fear nothing for Samuel, your dear little boy.
He is safe in My house, and all heaven's a joy
With the ring of his laughter, his quick eager smile,
And the things he's saving to show you 'after awhile'
Yes, I could have prevented... but, child, you can't see,
With My perfect wisdom, trust Samuel to me.
Of course, you will miss him, but while you are weeping,
Remember, it's only his body that's sleeping
His 'self' is awake, wide awake As I said,
I am God of the living, not God of the dead.
He trusted Me, and My sure word will be done,
Who believes shall not die, that included your son.
Let Me walk with you now, through the long heavy days.
Let Me slowly begin changing heartache to praise.
Take hold of My hand child, take hold of My love.
I will lead you to joys that you yet know not of.
Your faith may be weak, and your trust incomplete,
But I'll walk not too fast for your stumbling feet.
my nephew sam
hey my lovely nephew sam, i have had the most amazing 2 days spent with ur cousin lewis which is my nephew, i am thinking of you more and more each day u are always in my mind and in my heart, i love u every single keep watching on ur mummy and daddy and ur lovely sisters love always auntie melissa
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